I think we're haunted

 I just wrote a whole fucking entry and then it fucked up when I pressed post...


Whatever..
Basically..
I'm stuck in Barrie.
I'm not happy being stuck here..
I'm having a bad day..
This whole weekend was bullshit, except yesterday chillin' with Alex and Mitch was good.
And the dinner with Shawn was bullshit.
And whatever.
 

So far, I've greatly enjoyed my week.
Cassy was here from Monday until today.
It's so nice having her living in Fenelon now.
It never has to be a big difficult process to see her anymore, it's just like oh hey, can you drive me to Fenelon?
Or I just ride my bike.

Today she came in and woke me up around 1 pm, we went to be arount 5:30 but surprisingly I wasn't that tired at all, when I normally would be a zombie.
But we went out on the roof for a bit imediately, so that I could have a cigarette, it was too hot though.
We then made some nachos, which was pretty delicious.
 Then after our stomachs settled, we biked into Fenelon on the tracks.
We headed up to Tim hortons, because I needed coffee.
But it was too hot, and I was craving something sweet (which is extreemly rare for me).
So I bought her and I ice caps and we went and chilled on a bench by the gas station for a while.
Then we traveled to her house, she took her sister for a swim but I just sat on the dock.
Then we went for a canoe ride, and the worst thing happened.
Cassie Trail and Elizabeth Van De Walker or whatever, these two BITCHES I went to Fenelon with,  they were in these tubes..
And they were drunk as shit.
And they asked us to pull us around on the canoe.
I was JUST ABOUT to say no and start leaving, but Cassy was like "YEAH SURE".
So we pulled them around.
But it was so sketch.
And they were so obnoxious.
And they both asked if they were bitches to us in highschool, and I was like "YEP!"
And they were both like AWW WE'RE SO SORRY BLAH BLAH BLAH.
So I was like whatev, people change.
It's all good. ahahah.
But then we booked it, becuase it was too hard to paddle with them and they just wanted to be carried around.
So we just went back to her house, and went swimming for a while.

Then, I biked home, and I was going to see Jessica on the way home but then this truck almost hit me on the way to her road, so I just booked it.
It was going to get dark anyway, and I can't see jack shit on the tracks.
So I left.
Rode home in the sunset.
It was really nice, over the water and everything.
It made me happy.

Tomorrow we're going camping with John and Jess, it should be a pretty magical time.

I have the first season of metalocalypse with me, so I'm going to watch that for a while.
Then go to bed.
 

I'm feeling pretty golden right now.
Just chilled out.
I havn't felt chilled out in what feels like foreverrrr.
I found some bullseyes in my bag from Cassie, I forgot I still had some left.
So I've got one of them fired up.
Just listening to some skalifornia.
ahaha seriously just makes me feel like I'm in the sunniest place.
I'm about to play more san andreas.
My hair is all done FINALLY.
After days of trying to get it right.

Life is aiight.

I'm just forgetting about all the shit right now.
I'm just going to chill.
Feel good.
LET myself feel good.
For once.

That's all.

 

So I just realized the worst thing..
I have to miss art on friday again.
Bloody hell!
I love art man, so much.
It's the best place.
Such a nice atmosphere.
And the guy who runs it is fantastic.
I feel so shitty missing two weeks in a row..
He puts so much effort into getting there.
:(
But I guess it's halloween, so it's all good.

Okay.
Costume ideas.
I NEED THEM.
I was kind of thinking about a skeleton the other day, but I don't know about that.
I feel like I need to be something scarier haha.
I should go to value village and get some supplies tomorrow.
 

 

The last few days have been intense, but still good.
I've been out of the house pretty much since tuesday night, which is not normal for me..
But it was nice seeing different people.
I'm pretty burned out from it though.
I feel like death today, pretty much.
I hurled last night, then about 4 times today.
groooosssss.

But whatever.

So now, I have to figure out what the fuck is going down over the next few days.
I was originally going to stay until halloween, but now I think I'd rather just go home at the end of the weekend.
I don't like being here really.
I can't leave until I see Becca, no way. But other then that I figure anyone I havn't seen yet don't really want to see me or are busy anyway.
So yeah..I think I'm going to head home on sunday or something.


But right now, I am going to go try eating without exploding again.
Wish me luck.